11.20.07
This Sucks
What is a vacation if you are not willing to enjoy yourself? It’s a Vaca Shun. We had some relatives in town for a vacation that got cut short because of an illness in the family. It is hard to see them go as we have not seen then in 5 years. They had to go home to the other side of the country for the passing of another relative. I felt a little mad when I heard the news but that quickly turned to sad and then really sad. I totally understand the need to leave however I didn’t get the time that I wanted to have with my family. I don’t get to see them very often and now that they are gone again I am totally sad. I want to cry but I will not let that happen while everyone else is around. I miss them already and it kinda feels like they were never here. Instead of three weeks with my family I got to see them for three days. I don’t deal well with deaths of family members or anyone for that matter. I don’t like death and I sometimes feel it is unnecessary. We all have to die sometime but it sure would be nice to be able to pick that time. Maybe we are ready maybe we are not .. but that is the one choice we can not make on our own.
